Its been getting too hard to keep going,
looking into the mirror as tears go on flowing.
Waking up everyday hoping things will change,
kept here as the empty feeling remains.
Trying to convince those who I care for,
that im okay and dont need their worries no more.
Things in life are tough,but I have had enough.
Hurting myself and others around.
Keeping pain inside not making a sound.
Nothing good will happen unless I allow it too,
so I am admiting I need help to make it through.
But please dont worry about me I'll make it,
I'll never do what I did before I promise.